Not Whispering but Shouting

Nobody heard her, poor lady
But still knocking for help:
I was much in deep than you thought
And not whispering but shouting

What a pitiful lady, she used to be funny
And now she can’t talk
It must have been too hard for her
To communicate

At the end of the day
The demon returns again
It has been always this way
And not whispering but shouting


So happy in public
so sad in closed doors
i wanted to talk about it
I wanted to scream
I wanted to yell
I wanted to shout about it
But all i could whisper was “im fine”
I am trying to runaway
Trying to runaway from my problems
But life kept bringing me down
Actually im extremely dissatisfied with being who i am
I cant cry or laugh anymore
Everything started to fall out of space
Every damn thing all at once
Shall i just open my eyes to this reality ang give up?
nobody said it would be easy but no one ever said that this is going to be this hard

A Farewell

All those hard times
All those trials
I know it’s hard
The feeling of being alone
Just like what you said
It feels like falling into lethargy
You tried to overcome it
Finding a way through out
But it just doesn’t work
So you gave up
You gave me happiness
A precious memories
That cannot be erased
And I’m very proud of you
For all you’ve done
But you’ve had enough
And you’ve finally decided
Always remember you are not alone
You did well, my friend